Because you say so

25 Oct

We both know that I will do it.
 
Last Friday, when you ordered me to fetch that wooden paddle from your bedroom, telling me to keep my skirt up and my panties where they were, rolled under my cheeks in such a way that made me want to reach back and hide my burning shame, in my mind I hesitated. But that hesitation didn’t last long, because you said so and it must be done.
 

When you ordered me to the corner, my resistance was gone, weathered away by the storm of your palm and paddle thundering against my cheeks, your words making me feel small and quiet but not insignificant. Never insignificant. I feel like the center of your world when you hold me. When you look at me, I know you are seeing all of the parts, flaws and all, and you cherish them. You even kiss the ugly parts of me.
 
And when you made me bend in front of you while you were seated, I knew you were seeing everything — turning me into a house without walls, opening me in such a way that hiding was impossible — and it scared me for a moment. But I did it because you said so.
 

This is unusual for me. I am the girl who needs to know why. I am the woman who makes up her own mind. But because you say so, I do not question you. I know that you will keep me safe, battling my own fears right alongside me, demanding that with you there is always truth. With you, in humility there is dignity.
 
I love it when you say so.
 
I need you to say so.
 
I am yours because I say so.

21 Responses to “Because you say so”

  1. NakedJaebird October 22, 2010 at 10:21 am #

    This is probably one of the sexiest posts I have read in a long time! I love this! Thanks for such a great post!

  2. Raven Red October 22, 2010 at 10:36 am #

    Absolutely beautiful and poignant.

  3. babygirl cricket October 22, 2010 at 11:33 am #

    Mm! Now see.. this is why when I am sitting here with coffee.. searching for motivation for the day, that I hit your blog first! Beautifully written and so sexy, pink! xoxo

  4. vinay tyagi October 22, 2010 at 12:16 pm #

    It must be done in this WAY.

  5. Judy October 22, 2010 at 12:39 pm #

    Stunning. Just stunning.

  6. Lilith Pane October 22, 2010 at 2:11 pm #

    This was amazing, pink. I love the recurring theme, and I feel the safety and security he brings you, as I read.You're very insiring.<< Follower for life!-Lil

  7. barely.pink October 22, 2010 at 3:15 pm #

    NakedJaebird: Welcome! I am deeply moved by your reaction (and your email). Thank you! And I just checked out your blog — captivating reading. Raven Red: It helps that I have the best inspiration! Huge hugs to you. When do you leave for the UK?babygirl cricket: (Or shall i call you brat?) Kink and coffee: an underrated pairing that is sure to get your motor running. :)Vinay: Thanks for making your way over from Facebook — good to have you here! And it is absolutely the epitome (for me) of this thing we do, this deep trust of my partner.Judy: I don't know that anyone has said that my words were stunning before. This made me really happy. Thank you!Lil: It has taken D & I some time to reach this point and it truly is amazing. I do feel safe and secure and loved when I am with him. He might spank me harder than I like sometimes, but he never gives me more than I can truly handle. Absolutely thrilled and honored to have you following my blog. You're no slouch writer yourself (far from it, fantastic lady)!

  8. DevlinONeill October 22, 2010 at 3:45 pm #

    Very well done, Pink.

  9. barely.pink October 22, 2010 at 5:25 pm #

    Thanks, Devlin! Hope you enjoy your weekend!

  10. Hermione October 23, 2010 at 1:54 pm #

    Absolutely lovely, Pink. (I tried to leave a comment yesterday but the forces weren't with me.)Hugs,Hermione

  11. barely.pink October 23, 2010 at 6:58 pm #

    Thank you, Hermione! Sometimes Blogger foils my attempts to make my own comments here. What's up with that? Don't they know who I am? ;)Hope you're enjoying your weekend!Hugs, Pink

  12. B'Man November 23, 2010 at 7:14 am #

    Excellent!

    • Barely Pink December 3, 2010 at 11:44 pm #

      This snuck by me in the move…sorry about that B’Man. Glad you liked it. 🙂

  13. Chelsea December 3, 2010 at 9:07 pm #

    You sing to my heart.

    • Barely Pink December 3, 2010 at 9:11 pm #

      Chelsea, hello and welcome. I cannot carry a tune, but I’m thrilled that you like my words.

      Please visit again!

      Hugs,

      Pink

  14. fern January 9, 2011 at 11:03 pm #

    Wonderful! So glad you found my blog, which then led me to yours.

    • Barely Pink January 10, 2011 at 3:20 pm #

      Hi, fern! And welcome! I’m adding your wonderful blog to my “Fresh & New” category. Welcome to the blogosphere!

  15. Pandora January 23, 2011 at 6:20 am #

    With you, in humility there is dignity.

    Beautifully put. This whole post resonates with me. Lovely writing!

    • Barely Pink January 23, 2011 at 1:08 pm #

      Thanks, Pandora! It remains one of my favorites!

  16. Zelle March 28, 2011 at 6:22 pm #

    Words like these remind me of that state of euphoria I once had when I was with the right partner.. It’s funny how you “just know” that you don’t have to fear anymore, that this one person has your well being as his foremost thought. Such trust and “honor” the two of you have for each other. I’ll have that again myself one day… (smiles) Thanks Pink.. for being you.. and bleeding out a vein or two with the rest of us. 🙂

  17. april reign May 22, 2011 at 11:33 pm #

    Beautifully poetic to those who understand and need this. Well done, Pink. Well done.

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